The Friend

So, I've decided to go on a semi-TV strike. I've realized I'm much happier and more productive when I'm not watching it. What have I been doing instead? Sleeping! Okay, so sleeping's not the most productive thing I could be doing, but I've been sleeping a lot better. When I wake up, I feel like a million bucks. Last night, one of my close male friends (we'll call him "Michael"-for the purposes of this blog) opened up to me a little and I think he might be feeling something for me; it's weird because I kind of feel something too, but I don't think it'd work. I've known Michael for a few years and we've never really clicked. He's very reserved when it comes to expressing his emotions and/or interest, but he always seems to be around. He's also not very spontaneous or silly-two things I love in a guy, because I think that makes the relationship more fun. He is, on the other hand, very supportive, stable and a good listener. I still get the feeling he's holding back until I give him the cue that it's okay to open up, but right now, it's too confusing to deal with. Maybe we can just act like that moment last night didn't happen and just move on.