How'd they know?

Virgo-February 24, 2008Research that you've been doing for a particular project may finally be completed, dear Virgo, and you're ready to start or complete your work. Your mind is especially sharp right now, so this is a good time to work on any kind of project involving communication. If you're a writer, prospects for publishing look good. Romance also should be going well. You may have just become aware of a strong psychic bond between you and your beloved. Make the most of it!

So...the above is my horoscope. Although it's for my rising sign, I found it a bit ironic and had to post. :)

Things I'm passionate about...

What could I write about with feverish abandonment?

• My crazy bosses-it's been done.
• My crazy ex-boyfriends-it's been done.
• My love for my students-it's been done.
• Teachers who suck and ruin people's lives-touchy subject, but I have the "platform".
• My own insecurities--YIKES!!!

None of these stories really seem interesting enough, or enticing enough to spend my brainpower on for years of time, except maybe the one about the rotten teacher.

I can't believe it's over...

By this, I mean the relationship with the guy, the relationship with my therapist, the good times with my boss, the good times with my guy's friend, the trust for my aunt...I've got to learn to let go. It was never really mine to lose. That's what I've got to understand sometimes is that it's not a loss, it's a reality check. It's hard when there's nothing to fill the void. I want love. I want joy, I wan't freedom. But they come when they feel like it. They operate on their own schedule and right now, they're too busy visiting someone else. That's fine. I'll make due. I still want what I want. I want what's good for me. I want J******. I felt so good in his arms. He really cared for me and I could feel the warmth oozing out of him. I could feel the peace we created around us. I could see our future. He was bigger than me. He was bigger than me, in many senses. Size, presence, spirit, popularity, kindness, charm...He was larger than me. He had the power (the ability) to eclipse me, but he only supported me. I want that. He told me I was a dream come true. I want that. Maybe I should consult a psychic. I am alone...for now...but happily...if it means I don't have to settle...I am finally getting it...I feel a twinge in my belly.